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Monsters Are Real | A Poem|

Why are you awake? I whispered Monsters she said wideyed Monsters aren't real They are real They hurt me and give me bad memories That was when it clicked The monsters from her past were haunting her How do you explain to a child monsters aren't real? When they live in the darkness of their… Continue reading Monsters Are Real | A Poem|

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The Power Of Having A Voice

I’m so grateful for my ability to effortlessly share my opinions without prosecution. During my college interviews this week, I have been able to be honest about my mental health and my disability, because I know it does not serve me to bottle it up. By speaking up people know how to help me can… Continue reading The Power Of Having A Voice

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Missing Amid My Mind | What dissociation feels like

  The majority of my days are spent gone. Gone from this world. Gone from myself. I’d like to say I’m just on autopilot but for the most part I’m gone. It’s a strange feeling to enter into dissociation. It’s like you’ve time traveled to an era you’ve already lived through once, but you do not… Continue reading Missing Amid My Mind | What dissociation feels like

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Relying On Myself

  Yesterday I entered my new home for the next 3 months during self isolation, a large open farmhouse style apartment with dark wooden beams lining the ceiling and open sky lights bringing the outside inside.  It is my cozy sanctuary.  The corner sofa has a mountain of pillows to drown in and a  soft but… Continue reading Relying On Myself